Each year the leaves fall, the weather gets cold and the nights start way too early. The darkness at 4 p.m. reminds me the holidays are near – it is sorta magical once the twinkle lights go up and you see the Christmas trees start to peak out of people’s windows. Add that white powdery stuff I’m NEVER ready for, but looks pretty beneath the lights and yup, it is like the holidays are early in Chicago.
This time of year is great for reflection and after the most challenging year of my life, I am reminded that I’m still so grateful for so many things and nothing tops the list more than my relationships with God and my family, friends, and of course, my beautiful healthy children:
The last 3 weeks (YES 3 WEEKS TODAY, ALREADY!) – have been the most amazing weeks of the year. Even through recovery, temper tantrums, soreness, hormones, change… The list seems endless, so much has fit into these past 3 weeks – I’ve never felt so much love. Your heart does double in size when you have your second child. When you don’t think it can expand more, it just does. I watch Evan with Michael and love him more, I watch Hector with them both – and I love him more, I watch Michael grow in front of my eyes and I just am filled with – thanks. I’m very lucky to have such a beautiful family. My heart couldn’t be more full.
Even though breastfeeding has it challenges, it is amazing to watch your child grow and thrive because of the goodness you are feeding him. Michael has changed so much already. 3 weeks in newborn life is like a year. He is more alert, much fuller and sleeps a bit better already – oh and he nurses better, one trade off for his quick growth is longer sleep stretches and more efficient nursing although they are not unbelievable changes they are changes I can notice more significantly than with Evan. Maybe it is the second time around – who knows, but I’m much more in tune with everything this time around. I’ve been resting as much as possible but am FINALLY starting to feel like myself, I feel a little more energized each day. Even though my days are absolutely full right now.
So what are we up to in week 3, the day(s) before Thanksgiving? Thanksgiving prep, of course. My husband pulled out Christmas decorations on Monday and we started putting them up, Evan woke from a nap and started shouting “DADDY, CHRISTMAS, I LIKE IT, CHRISTMAS, DADDY, LOOK!” – I have a feeling this Christmas will be even better than last as far as Evan’s involvement and excitement. He sees Santa and says “Christmas!” – this kid is too much. He is absolutely hysterical these days. I just sit and stare and am amazed by the conversations he has with people. I can’t wait to sit him down to watch the parade tomorrow, he will be so cute!
What else am I grateful for? My lovely yoga mat, thank you for being my peace, my space for healing, thinking and stretching… You are the best therapist.
Evan is nursing a cold, baby is congested but both are better than yesterday – either way, boys will likely stay in pjs today and I’m sure Michael will be wrapped in the Moby for a good part of the day because I have tons of work – cleaning, cooking, nursing, playing…. A little bit o’shopping (sans boys). So we are going to get moving over here – Just starting the week off with a Thankful post, as it is the season. Hope to be back with updated – what we did today – pictures.
I’m also so grateful for my (still broken) camera. 😀