Train Thoughts

Going with my thoughts theme today…

Well today was freakishly warm and insanely ewet. Melting snow and lots of rain. Crazy wind and fog. Weird day.

Looking at my salt stained boots and grateful for these randoms: the quick weights workout at my gym. My baby, husband, Oso, friends and family. Grateful for my job, my husbands job, my home. Grateful for coffee, tea, my amazon app, MY iPhone (how did people get along without these things? Life was so much simpler I’m sure). Grateful for my healthy body and all it’s imperfections and perfections (my insides are rockin! Good heart, good organs ūüėČ ). I’m grateful for my kindle and the books that sit in it, even the unread ones. Im grateful that J. K. Rowling wrote Harry Potter (I mean, who isn’t!?), I’m grateful for the education I’ve received, the opportunities I’ve been afforded. I’m grateful for vitamins, veggies and soul food (so what if I define soul food as avocados lol I guess an occasional French fry fits the bill but avocados make me feel good). I’m grateful for Metra Conductor uniforms, they remind me of that movie with Tom Hanks Based on that children’s book Polar Express. I’m grateful I have been able to experience motherhood. Grateful for my glasses, they are the first thing on last thing off my face. I’m grateful for freshii and Alex ūüôā (Susie!) I’m grateful for my mind, and my sense of humor even if I’m the only one laughing. I’m grateful for yoga, running, heavy weights and shoes.

I’m grateful for you for taking the time to read my thoughts and for this quiet train ride of gratitude home.

What are you grateful for. All written on my iPhone wonder if there are any weird typos in there.

Random Thursday Thoughts


The day before Friday.  One of the more naturally productive days of the week for me.  I get a sudden burst of energy, and feel like I can take on more things.  Am I the only one?

Also, weather has been cray! ¬†Today I woke up to Thunder, which means rain, which means WARM! ¬†It also means I’m going to have to order a pair of Hunters or something as I’m ruining my riding boots, yo.

Obsessed with my essential oils still:



Yesterday I had a hard day at work, got home super late, missed yoga and the gym *sad violin* but came home to a new shaker bottle, score! And that awesome manifesto bag that I have heart eyes for and Hector glares at hehe. ¬†Scored an awesome deal on the We Made Too Much Page ūüėČ

On that note, anyone else tell friends/fam/hubs “it was on SALE! I just had to have it?” ¬†lol ¬†Hector hears this far too often with anything that is workout related. ¬†Next up, snow pants,and ski gear (hat, gloves, matching jacket)!

Why snowpants and more at the *hopefully* end of winter? ¬†Because I want to go skiing for the first time in my life. ¬†Anyone been to devil’s head? There is a Groupon. ¬†Yep never ever hit the slopes.

Finally, I need a vacation.  Somewhere tropical.  I need a plan.

One more thing.  Have a wonderful day. Breathe, eat something to feed your soul and body (add avacado *bliss*), take a yoga/Pilates class and treat yourself to at least 5 minutes of meditation.

Namaste Friends off to Alexander the sh*t out of my day. ūüôā

Eating, my journey.

Boom. Week from the crazy life, has hit the weekend.¬† There are so many things I want to blog about.¬† New favs, hitting the gym, changing routines, events, family… But time isn’t always my friend and before I know it I’m like HUH it is Feb. what?!¬† Well, I know it is winter time, and actually I’m over it, yet Chicago just keeps slapping us with, “WAKE up friends, snow, and lots of below zero days… you can handle it… You are Chicagoians”


Anywho, one thing I want to discuss is eating and things we are loving right now and my journey with eating.¬† Several years ago I took a nutrition class.¬† It changed my life.¬† Had I taken this class early in my college experience and not as a final prerec, I honestly would have likely become a dietitian, personal trainer and worked on opening¬†a fitness/heath/Mind Body wellness center.¬† Who knows maybe I still will!¬† Possibilities in life are endless if you work hard and¬†reach out and grab them.¬† When I took the class I¬†immediately¬†jumped on the health food train.¬† I was all¬†about eating things good for my body and my body thanked me!¬† I felt good, dropped¬†weight (about 30lbs), kept it off, and started training hard.¬† ¬†Knowledge is power and even though¬†the media is very health centered (not always in the best ways…)¬†it can be a very overwhelming and a major information overload.¬† Different things work for different¬†people, but I do not think you¬†can ever go wrong with¬†drinking TONS of water, getting in green tea, and eating clean.¬† Those are my simple rules.¬† Eat clean, drink water and sweat as often as you can.

Even though I ate clean, I was also a crazy calorie counter.  When I say crazy, I mean it.  My whole life was encompassed by counting my calories and obsessing about food.  This clearly was not mentally healthy.  I looked great, and felt great physically but I had a lot of brain fights:


Then I got prego!


Being pregnant (after lots of weeks not being able to eat ANYTHING) made me throw out calorie counting and just focus on healthy eats.¬† 100% I contribute this to a healthy, mostly happy pregnancy.¬† I gained 23lbs and felt great and never counted a calorie.¬† I had fat days, days when I was like this is the worst thing on the planet…¬† Days where I was¬†so over it but when I look back I had no aches and pains that come with gaining too much weight (I also have a great build for carrying btw, small frames I’m sure¬†are diff, but this about MY journey).¬† When I was done being prego, I started breastfeeding and once again, told myself I would NOT count calories.¬† This was so much easier said then done.¬† Even though the scale said I didn’t have much to loose, and everyone told me I looked great… I did not feel¬†great.¬† I felt soft and smushy even though I worked out throughout my pregnancy.¬† The calorie demons were sneaking in, but I fought them as best I could because I knew¬† I couldn’t¬†provide nutrition for my little guy if I¬†restricted my calorie intake¬†and so started our six months of exclusive breastfeeding and zero calorie counting journey.¬† After he was 6 months, and I decided to keep up the relationship but also knew¬†he was¬† getting other forms of nutrition, the thought of calorie counting crossed my mind once again but I decided not to and this time it wasn’t as hard of a decision.¬†¬†I was working out, my clothes fit and I stayed away from the¬†mental¬†things that would force me to want to calorie count, mainly the scale.¬† That scale, I tell you… I think it hurts more then it helps on a weightloss journey but that is a story for another blog.¬† That six months helped me realize how much I respected¬†my body.¬† It¬†gave me my perfect healthy baby and recovered¬†beautifully.¬† Over¬†my pregnant/new mom year I finally gained a respect for not¬†only being healthy physically but mentally. I respected my body more for all it had done and I need to treat my brain with the same respect.¬† I want to bring up my new family with a healthy relationship with food because as much as I wanted to deny it for so long, I didn’t have a healthy perspective when it came to food.¬† Six weeks post baby, right before the doctor’s appointment:


Finally a year and a half later, I can tell you I don’t count calories.¬† I still look at labels and calories are visible, but because I eat clean, most of my daily eats DO NOT have a nutrition label.¬† They are what they are: apples, eggs, greens…¬†¬†Physically speaking, once again, I feel better when I eat right.¬† I have cheat days and I eat mayo.¬† I have crazy heath days and take vitamins.¬† I keep it simple, don’t beat myself up when I have a French fry or a¬†slice¬†of French bread.¬† But I do always prefer the whole grains, they fill you and¬†keep you going.¬† Part of my food journey is experimenting with getting in as much fresh produce as I can.¬†With that said, Hector and I have jumped on the juicing/smoothie bandwagon again.¬† My father was always¬†into juicing and I was always into smoothies.¬†¬†My dad likely bought the 1st¬†Jucieman machine ever made and worked¬†a few to machine heaven.¬†¬†¬†We are not a juice family in the sense of apple juice or Capri sun or any of that crap.¬† Never have been, I will not buy it and Evan will never get it from my hands but I will offer him carrot and beet juice or his favorite green drink: kale, apple, spinach, pineapple, celery, and lemon.

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With everything in life… eating is a journey and I’m finally at a good place with my habits.¬† My body journey is also always evolving but I make sure to get in yoga, weights and cardio. Even if weight lifting these days is sometimes just tossing around my 27lb baby.

Happy Saturday!  Off to prep for a black tie event tonight and wrap some special birthday gifts for a super special little man in my life. EEK! need a card!!